We are getting tubes in her ears tomorrow morning at 7am sharp. Feel free to send calming waves of re-assurance telepathically my way.
I know it's a minor procedure.. but it's like our pediatrician said.. it's only minor to someone you don't care about.
They actually put her under, yes anesthesia- but not fully though, just enough so that she's lethargic and unable to flail... unable to flail. Doesn't that sound horrific? Cold? Unfeeling? Need I go further for you to understand the torment my brain is putting my heart through?
The worst part, again per our pediatrician, is when they take your baby from you. Ugh. Even now the thought of it is bringing on tears.
Gotta be cool though. If I'm freaking out, she'll freak out even more and I so do not want to traumatize her anymore than she will already be.
So.. please... send me some really good telepathic Zen vibes? Please? Thank you.Love, Ang
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